If i ever

were to become deaf,
i want to make sure i've appreciated all the sounds i've heard thus far.
If i ever were to become blind,
i want to remember vividly the colors i saw daily, all the forms and shapes, and asymmetrical beauty existent.
If i ever were to lose my voice,
i want to remember the exhilaration of letting my voice be heard as loud as it can go.


There's so much to be thankful for, so much to be alive for.
Need to learn to lift my spirits up, as often as they can be.


Thank you daddy, even if nothing changes, thank you.